long time..
i know it dsnt matters where i was
even if it does.. im not givin ne explainations....
so?
last sem over !!!
had a ball
3 gbs of pictures.... u undertand 3gbs???? videos.... editing ... kewl wall papers... and kewl tee shirts comming up too...lots more...
each moment dripping with fun... friendship.. togetherness.. and more !!!
LIFES GUD !!!
m here to scribble... as i alwaz do...
a month more.. n i wil b in the middle of the road.. LOST ...
movin twards my dreams??? NAAAAAaaaaaaaaa
movin.. err flowin with life...
either u tell ur life which road u wanna take .. or it rolls u down some road.. a road that i never thought u'd ever follow...
hcl it is haaan ???
no hard feelings hcl bacchi... i wil have to work.. hmmmm.. kewl.. so they pay u well..(??) for scrweing ur life !!! God .. is that what u call life?
newazzzz....
im numb... seriously i am..
nothin moves me ne more.. NOTHING AT ALL.. except someimes when i think about leavin bhopal.. err... i mean.. when ppl remind me of my movin out... im that numb now... i dun feel a thing.. i dunno y..
in the process of detaching my self.. i think i have lost it all some where...
but im not insencitive... i m NOT..
newayz.. why does thinkin about livin a life without my parents makes me wanna go to my moms room.. rest my head on her laps n cry...?? why does leavin my grp makes me wanna live the rest of the time i have.. with em... why does thnkin about leavin my best pals.. makes me wanna get a lil cold? so that i reach a stage wen nothin will bother me .. when nothin will make m heart bleed... :\ when ill look at leavin sme one or sme thing as.. "leavin" "someone" "or" "something".. and not as .. shit im leavin this.. how am i gonna live.. how am i gonna breathe.. how am i gonnaa spend the rest of my life without this thing/person.. il die....???? mummyy !!! :'( :'( ;"( ....
hehe... so am i cold?? or do i stil have sme heart.. that thinks.. that feels... that beats .... AND .. makes u love the ppl around u??i dunno.. what eva it is,....
LOVE .. attachment... feelings.. these things sure please u when ur in2 something calld pyaar ... but .. otherwise.. its the only thing that makes the world unhappy..
ne realtionship rox when its full of love... but it also breaks hearts and makes em bleed ...
what am i talkin.. ?? i dunno...
apna to bina love k bahle hain.. or no wait... I LOVE MY CLOSE BUDDIES?? MY PARENTS???... ;)
the time is gone..
the song is over..
thought had something more to say...
nidhi
