SPEECHLESS...

Well .. hii blog..
how r u?
u know??
its been a reallllly long week for me..

i havent seen so much BAD happenig around me.. in 21 years .. that i have spent on earth... else i wasnt suchaa cry baby !! :D :) :/ .. may b its now that i have started realizing.. the basic truths of life.. thruths that never touched me... what eva u call it..

mom was admitted in the Hospital.. for her heart problem.. she isint well at all.. she is home now.. but .. now i have to take gud care of her.. have to cook :/ some thing that i dun like much..

dadi ji will get operated in a few days..

navendu.. one of my closest frn.. lost her dad yest :( .. heart attack.. well he was doin fine.. but life.. it gives u shocks when ur unguarded.. :\ ... it was really difficult to control her.. and her mom.. she wasnt in her sences.. i know uncle loved navendu the most.. and losing some body who loves u the most and whom u love the most. is the worst experience one can go thru.. y islife so unpredictable.. when u think every thing is at its place.. God shakes it all .. huh !!

its been a realllllly bad year.. :\ ..
from hell i guess...
another frn of mine.. apporv lost his dad this year.. heart fail.. :/ .. heart is the worst organ that God has gifted us with.. no heart no cry !!..

then piyush.. another friend of mine.... he committed a sucide.. he jumped off the roof of platimum plaza.. (those livin in bhopal.. know what im takin abt.. jumpin off the room of that building :( ... ) he was in MANIT .. had every thing.. whats more painful is.. no body knows y he did that !! not even his parents...

mom got admitted 3-4 times this very year...

i havent cried at all.. i feel like cryin.. n i hate this thing.. i pour my heart here.. thank God i have a blog.. else a person like me.. whos sencitive about most of the things..and only pretends that nothing moves her.. huh .. newayz.. if i cry .. my brother will cry.. and that wont make my mom feel good.. so .. ill b strong..

hope no more tears will sorround me .. plz God .. bless navendu.. apoorv .. piyush.. n me too :)

chalo newayz.. hope the last 2.5 months bring some light with them ! but with CAT around the corner.. i dun think i will find something happy 2 months down the line....newayz.. i will b strong and positive..

i g2g.. midsems r around ther corner..

Parting note..

People are ment to be loved.. and Things are ment to me used..
Theres so much chaos in the world..
Bcoz People are being used and Things are being loved...
THINK ABOUT IT...

Will get back to bloggin soon..

bbye
tc
nidhi