MY FIRST LOVE.. :)

u know 29th (tomm) is my moms bday... i alwasys get her a cake .. u we celebrate her b day at 12am on ever 29 oct :) .. but dis bday.. im not allowed to move.. not allowed to move out of my room.. :( .. so no cake from my side mom this time :/

my savings worth nothin this time.. rachit (my bro) wont go to the shop alone .. so mom.. i hav a cake 4 u .. which i wanted to buy 4 u .. its at the end of this post :)

MOM...sum body i turn bak to.. in both gud n bad times.. som one whose presence makes me strong enuff to face ne damn thing on earth.. some one who made me capable of what eva i can do today... som one.. who is rite now.. down stairs preparin.. food that wud gimmy lot of nutrients.. to get thru this hard phase of my life.. almost all my frnz here in bhopal came to see me.. they come to see me daily.. so many of u gav me calls.. sms's still commin in.. :) .. i din know i knew so many ppl.. i din know ive sooo many frnz... but can replace her?? noo.. she is the one who givs me unconditional love. no matter if she has time .. or not.. she finds out time to b with me.. to solve my problems .. my queries...im un experenced.. as far as Love is conserned.. but i know one thing for sure.. no one can gimmy the kinda love.. support.. lessons.. warmth.. guidance.. attention.. as my mom can.. no one... i love her the most..

a few days bak.. my mom was in the hospital.. fightin death.. she was in a state where her heart beats were zlitch.. and her blood pressure ..zero... for 10 long minutes.. u know wot we call suchaa state.. and after 2 shocks Gods grace she got bak :) those were the hatdest moments 4 me.. imagine.. watchin ur mom di.... in front of ur own eyes.. was there ne one around me?? to gimmy warmth.. to support me.. to gimmy a sholder to cry on?? noo.. n did it matter to ne one.. ?? it was me who then understood.. that the words ppl use r most of the times to make u feel gud.. max ppl dun care.. n if some body says "I LOVE YOU" ... think again.. can that person make u feel.. make u experience that bond .. that love that u feel with ur mom?? if the answer is "yes" say yes to that person.. n if the answer is "no" .. plz jst forget about that person.. coz ur love .. ur relatioonship is not gonna last..n that will bring u just miseries... so get out of it now.. ur mom will fight the whole world.. if she finds her son/daughter right.. will ur lover do that?? max times the answer is no.. either the girl has no guts to go against her parents.. or the guy.. is so much into his parents.. and the society that he wont..

to put it in a simple way.. how do u .. weigh a kg of fruits??? u use an "equivalent" 1 kg weight naa?? now.. how will u justify how true.. or strong is ur love with ur current girlfriend.. guy friend.. lover..? is? compare it with the pure and unconditonal love that u hav experienced .. with ur mom.. ull get the answer.. :) ...the day i find a guy with a comparable love.. comparable.. support.. HE will b the luckiest guy on the BLUE PLANET :) i dunno if i made sence.. u guys hav seen an emotional nidhi.. but this is the side of nidhi that allher rea friends hav seen .. n the blog world hasnt.. hehe ther r ppl who call me.. TOO MUCH PRACTICAL.. n i love that .. i take it as a compliment ;)

newayz.. wot i wanted to highlight in here was.. that moms love is uncomparable.. undefinable.. :)
i wud hav died mom.. if u wudnt hav returned bak tht day.. I LOVE U :)

happy b day to u
happy b day to u
happy b day to u
happy bday dear mummy..
happy b day 2 u :)

HERES THE CHOCO FUDGE CAKE.. 4 U :)
MY FAV..
KINDLY ADJUST ;)

my fingers r hurtin.. ive learnt to type with one hand :)
thankx all of u.. for ur wishes.. :)
ur calls.. ur visits.. ur msgs.. ur mails... n ur offliners :) my health is improvin.. :) this fracture will take some time .. like 3 weeks or so.. :( but im fine :)

im choooooooooo happy.. wouldnt mind going thru all dis again :)

every one who visits me with a cell+cam.. clicks my pic.. so that they get sumthin to make fun of .. when i get well... hehe.. will post one such funny-ugly-nidhi pic soon :)

midsems .. ill take those bloody tests from 7th to 9th oce.. n as far as ive heard.. external vivas from 11th nov.. will go on for 5 days or so.. n then after 5 mor days CAT .. i think i shud change my current profile.. from cat 2005 to cat2006 ;) :D

bbye :)
takecare
miss me
;)
nidhi