hii blog.. how r u doing??
im sorry .. the internet conn had some problem .. so i couldnt b around.. n u know how the labs at college hate blogger.com right?? 'so here i m.. :)
aur batao hows life? pl come to visit u .. or not?? hehe..
pata hai kyaa?? my attendance is short at college.. infact .. sabhi ki short hai.. but ubtill i attend the classes till 25th they wont submit my form.. yep form submission for exams ends on 15 this month.. and the late forms will b accepted till 25th : .. well that means ill havta attend college till 25th.. religiously :( .. sad naa .. newayz.. i was there t college on friday.. nd as usual Samuel Thomas's classes mesmerized me... but this time.. it was me who was grilled.. y ?? well there were jut 10 students in the class.. and i dunno how out of o mny un known faces(to him) he knew that i was placed.. and then a few recruited students were called out and drilled.. maaan ! the board had 15 odd topics written on it.. and i had to give a presentation .. on ... "LIFE" .. huh !!
well i was sittin there.. counting.. the #of topics or points that need to b included ..n kinda grinning..(thinkin jisko bulaya .. uski to lagi) and next.. the first one to b called in front was me.. what am i supposed to do now??? (grin.. even more.. hehe) newayz.. here goes the presentation.. i dunnno if presentation is the apt word .. he used the word .. movie. lol.. movie of life..
im sorry .. the internet conn had some problem .. so i couldnt b around.. n u know how the labs at college hate blogger.com right?? 'so here i m.. :)
aur batao hows life? pl come to visit u .. or not?? hehe..
pata hai kyaa?? my attendance is short at college.. infact .. sabhi ki short hai.. but ubtill i attend the classes till 25th they wont submit my form.. yep form submission for exams ends on 15 this month.. and the late forms will b accepted till 25th : .. well that means ill havta attend college till 25th.. religiously :( .. sad naa .. newayz.. i was there t college on friday.. nd as usual Samuel Thomas's classes mesmerized me... but this time.. it was me who was grilled.. y ?? well there were jut 10 students in the class.. and i dunno how out of o mny un known faces(to him) he knew that i was placed.. and then a few recruited students were called out and drilled.. maaan ! the board had 15 odd topics written on it.. and i had to give a presentation .. on ... "LIFE" .. huh !!
well i was sittin there.. counting.. the #of topics or points that need to b included ..n kinda grinning..(thinkin jisko bulaya .. uski to lagi) and next.. the first one to b called in front was me.. what am i supposed to do now??? (grin.. even more.. hehe) newayz.. here goes the presentation.. i dunnno if presentation is the apt word .. he used the word .. movie. lol.. movie of life..
the conversation.. presentation was long.. so i decided to write the feed back first and then the conversation.. which most of u wont read... and feed back is the most imp part of the conversation !!
ok.. first..
amrita.. sir i think her graph is moving up.. she is not what she used to be.. she is in a phase of transition.. towards a better nidhi..
khushboo n neha.. a lot needs to b done.. i think she shud work on her facial expressions..
(me thinking.. these 2 also need to work upon a lot of things aswell.. sometimes i think y ppl think other r bad n they r gud.. no ..seriously ppl do think like that.. no hard feelings neha n kubu.. i told u what i felt ... rite :P )
sir: yess u shud work upon tht.. ur facial expressions.. u some times make helpless faces.. u shudnt do that..( lol.. i know.. when u put such vague questns im ought to make such faces.. n i made em in my class.. i dun do tht in formal presentations.. :P )
sir: i think u r from a very gud family .. gud family bckground ..(me happy n grinning)
santosh ji:
1. ur very practical..(huh ! ask me !! )
2.ur very spontaneous about some aspects about ur life and u have a vague idea about a few .. (well yeah .. )
3. u need to b practical about what ull b 5 years from now.. (how am i supposed to know that.. meri kundali galat bani hai be.. :P .. if only i knew ki tum log feed back form bharoge :P )
4. for u life has just moved on.. livin it like u used to.. no change post campus (yep .. plz go bk to the title of this filthy long post )
sir:
1. work upon ur facial expns (point taken)
2. ur gud afa ur commn skills r concerned .. but atimes u giv abrupt stops.. and switch over to next statement( if only i knew that this was supposed to b a formal presentation i took it as a joke.. life needs to b takn more seriously..)
3. u a times contradict urself.. ( ok ok ok ok i do i do i do )
maaaan !! u guys reallly grilled me !!!
what was that?? a mock.. hr interview.. where u guys found all the reasons to mock me ... :P
well chalo i g2g.. cat is rite in front of me.. and so r BE sem exams.. cat prep has kinda taken the back seat.. : /.. and it shows in my mock marks.. sick.. real sick !!!
i think ill have to join.. hcl now.. no other choice left.. i havta b at a gud collge .. or no MBA for me !! i have read the old posts of many IIM crackers.. n im nowhere !! seriously no wher.. its about the D-Day now.. either i do it there.. or i dun do it at all.. finish !! i have filled.. iift :/ snap .. n jmet.. still thinkin about xat.. my mock scores tell me to fill the form some times.. and atimes they push me .. to forget about it.. im confused.. if consistancy is the name of the game.. some body teach me the rules again !!!
ok.. first..
amrita.. sir i think her graph is moving up.. she is not what she used to be.. she is in a phase of transition.. towards a better nidhi..
khushboo n neha.. a lot needs to b done.. i think she shud work on her facial expressions..
(me thinking.. these 2 also need to work upon a lot of things aswell.. sometimes i think y ppl think other r bad n they r gud.. no ..seriously ppl do think like that.. no hard feelings neha n kubu.. i told u what i felt ... rite :P )
sir: yess u shud work upon tht.. ur facial expressions.. u some times make helpless faces.. u shudnt do that..( lol.. i know.. when u put such vague questns im ought to make such faces.. n i made em in my class.. i dun do tht in formal presentations.. :P )
sir: i think u r from a very gud family .. gud family bckground ..(me happy n grinning)
santosh ji:
1. ur very practical..(huh ! ask me !! )
2.ur very spontaneous about some aspects about ur life and u have a vague idea about a few .. (well yeah .. )
3. u need to b practical about what ull b 5 years from now.. (how am i supposed to know that.. meri kundali galat bani hai be.. :P .. if only i knew ki tum log feed back form bharoge :P )
4. for u life has just moved on.. livin it like u used to.. no change post campus (yep .. plz go bk to the title of this filthy long post )
sir:
1. work upon ur facial expns (point taken)
2. ur gud afa ur commn skills r concerned .. but atimes u giv abrupt stops.. and switch over to next statement( if only i knew that this was supposed to b a formal presentation i took it as a joke.. life needs to b takn more seriously..)
3. u a times contradict urself.. ( ok ok ok ok i do i do i do )
maaaan !! u guys reallly grilled me !!!
what was that?? a mock.. hr interview.. where u guys found all the reasons to mock me ... :P
well chalo i g2g.. cat is rite in front of me.. and so r BE sem exams.. cat prep has kinda taken the back seat.. : /.. and it shows in my mock marks.. sick.. real sick !!!
i think ill have to join.. hcl now.. no other choice left.. i havta b at a gud collge .. or no MBA for me !! i have read the old posts of many IIM crackers.. n im nowhere !! seriously no wher.. its about the D-Day now.. either i do it there.. or i dun do it at all.. finish !! i have filled.. iift :/ snap .. n jmet.. still thinkin about xat.. my mock scores tell me to fill the form some times.. and atimes they push me .. to forget about it.. im confused.. if consistancy is the name of the game.. some body teach me the rules again !!!
may b next year .. ill post from noida.. or delhi.. newayz.. delhi is not a bad idea either :P .. all my cusions there.. friends there.. willl b fun.. but thn mba .. :
I was a lil depressed a few days back.. some body told me.. some ppl get some things early. And others have to kill themselves to achieve the same thing.. being at a pvt coll u got a job so easily.. and 80% r still workin hard to get it.. some things r decided.. well it does gives me some refief.. but.. I dun believe in all this .. :( if im workin . I shud get the output.. n if im not.. thers some problem with my approach !!
I was a lil depressed a few days back.. some body told me.. some ppl get some things early. And others have to kill themselves to achieve the same thing.. being at a pvt coll u got a job so easily.. and 80% r still workin hard to get it.. some things r decided.. well it does gives me some refief.. but.. I dun believe in all this .. :( if im workin . I shud get the output.. n if im not.. thers some problem with my approach !!
...........................................................................................................................
so i choose to start with success..
me: well for me success is attaining what i have or had aimed for.. in time.. its achieving my goals.. and my basic goal in life is to see my ma n dad happy and proud of me.. :) . so success for me is achieving my goals.. and that shud make my parents happy..
me: queries please..
(this is a campus orientation class o realted questions)
santosh: was gettin thru hcl a success ..??
me: that wasnt my goal .. so i wudnt describe it as success.. i went there with no expectations.. infact we all went there for the heck of it.. and we know the way hcl recruited 5 students in 5000 last year.. si i had no hopes.. n t that time .. job wasnt on my mind.. pg was on my mind.. it did mke my parents happy.. but as i said fulfilling my "goals" .. goals that wud make my parents happy is success...
me: ne more queries ??ok no queries..
me: switching over to the next point.. let me discuss what "life" is..
well life is totally unpredictable.. u decide some thing .. and it shows u something else.. so for me.. life is a journey.. where in u try doing what u want.. what u like.. what u desire.. but the out put totally depends on life.. u never know.. may b when ur almosr there.. almost reached the final point.. it makes u change ur track.. so u have ta accept what it shows u .. or else b ready to b left out.. left behind.. so basically.. life.. is about giving ur best.. and forgetting about the results.. accepting what eva comes...
me: ne queries.. no queries .. gud ;)
me: coming down to.. TIT,B.. gud or bad..
me: well i find TITB to b one of the best instis ..n its gettin better ..well i think this insti has been very strict.. it tried to screw all our after college dreams.. but still what i have seen is.. its only when u push ur self.. to the max that u realize ur potential.. n ur abilities.. its only then that u increase ur efficiency ... so now if nidhi cn work .. enjoy.. and still manage to do her extra co activities ;) etc etc blah blah.. she has definitely improved herself.. coz earlier she used to sleep all day and work for 2 hrs.. all credits to TITBs strict rules.. and teacher.. :D
(no queries again :D )
me: gettin down to BE experience .. gud or bad..
well gud.. learned so many gud things..
sir: in one word
me: wanted to say .. fast.. or quick.. coz it moved lik tht.. zooom .. and 4 years over.. what is left is a better nidhi.. than what she used to me.. but the word that came out of my mouth was.." mind blowing" ..
sir: vague answer..
me: now let move to.. POST CAMPUS Exp.
well i dunno.. i went to hcl recruitment drive with no objective .. n no goal.. so i dun find it so exciting ... that i got thru hcl.. yep its a security .. but gettin thru CAT will still b my goal.. im tryin to crack it.. n thats all i cn do..
(no questions again.. my dumb class)
me: ok then let me talk about... FEAR..
(after a pause) i dun think im scared of nething.. i mean.. i like accepting things as they come... i try to b positive most of the times... and try to see the positive part of things.. so im not scared of ne thing.. i try to living real time rather than compile time.. so i accept what eva result comes.. no fear for me . ne questions..
santosh: ur not scared of results.. ur BE percentage?? u din feel the fear of being rejected by hcl before the results wre announced???
me: nahi.. the results used to scare me.. move me.. earlier.. BE has made me super cool about such things.. no fear at all. first sem.. i used to give a damn to every damn assignment every damn credit.. now.. i know its gonna fall in the right place any way.. may b i have taken the management for granted but.. i dun fear results ne more.. and about hcl.. well.. i was sleeping when they announced the final result.. and 3 hrs later i woke up and called deep and he told me .. tht i n amrita made it ... i was sleeping.. :D
me: attitude.. well im positive.. as i said.. earlier.. yep .. if I hve taken some thing emotionally.. it does makes me wanna cry .. but i have learnt to accept what eva comes.. so i might feel down and out for aday or 2.. but then thats human.. then again i get back to the positive nidhi.. i take things with dual purpose.. learning.. and achieving.. if i dun achieve i learn.. y feel bad when u have nothing to loose? (hr gyaan :P )
(no questions)
me: stage fear.. i dunoo.. i think i dun have ne. i have been participating in a lotaa stage activities right from my childhood.. plays extempores.. debates.. no more fear now.. u gimmy a place to jabber.. ill do that endlessly .. hehe..
me: communication skills.. well i can talk the way i shud.. i think im gud at it.. or no wait.. may b i need to work a lil more.. i dunno.. u guys gimmy a feedback on this..ne comments..
lol .. no comments.. :D ;)
me: now .. whats left.. money..
well it used to influence me earlier.. i din have gud percentage in 12th .. so i used to think what if i dun get a job coz of it.. but then God gave me a job.. n now theres a big change in my attitude.. i still think about big bucks.. but most of the times i think about a career.. that wud gimmy satisfaction..
sir: u contradict urself.. u said u dun think about money.. n noww ur sayin u sometimes think about it..
me: is it??well see the thing is simple..i never wanted to depend on ne body for money.. wanted to b independent.. so until i had a job i had to think about money.. and before hcl happened .. i had never thought that ill get a job in BE.. pvt label u see.. so .. money was a problem ... atlest untill i gt my pg degree.. so i used to think about it.. and i still am considering the idea of pg.. so money thing will come up in and out.. but its no more a priority..
(did i make sense .. huh !)
me: ok now.. "first day at job" .. well id tell my boss tht im willing to work on some thing thats challenging... that will help me utilize my abilities and explore the hidden qualities... (he he thats the most common objective line in ne undergraduate resume ;) )
no queries :D
me: okie.. now family.. well i think they r the most important part of my life.. i am what i am coz of them.. i consider their decision in evr decision that i take.. every goal tht i set includes the impact it will have on them.. and the positive n negative aspect of it.. i can do ne thing for them.. they r the reason y i am living in this big bad world.. the only reason may b..
santosh: will u leave ur job if needed for them..
me: yess i will ..i wont mind.. there r things in life more important than earning money.. i cnt live away from them.. so if they want i can even leave my job for them.. nothing comes above my parents happiness .. whats a job ??
me: coming down to charity..
well i dunno if u all will believe it or not.. but i hav been an active member of many organizations .. atleast when i was in school.. din find ne such thing in college.. but post college.. the moment i start earning.. ill get down to this work .. i wanna work or women upliftment.. and for the welfare of children..ill donate a part of my salary for this purpose..
sir: thats nice nidhi.. clap for her students.. :)
me: ok now .. were will u b 5 years from now..
well i took this questn lightly.. coz i was all drained out.. i said vaguely.. i wanna b ceo.. or hr of some big firm :D .. and i giggled.. and my class giggled.
santosh: thts not practical..
me: yeah i know.. but seriously i wanna c myself there.. i said i "want to" if i dun.. ill b there in say +5 more years.. but ill there... (was tryin to support what i said) well im nt satisfied with the "PRIVATE" label of TITB.. if i get into some gud college .. n do my management there.. im sure i can achieve my goal.. yep if not in 5 years.. may b a few more..
santosh: ur contradicting.. u said ur happy with the college..
me: yep but ..these r 2 aspects .. im happy with the quality.. but im nt happy with the label.. a question can have more than one answers..
ok.. thts it i guess...
sir .. gud nidhi.. stand in the center of the stage.. ull get a feed back now...
(WHAT I WAS TALKIN SO VAGUELY .. I DIN KNO THAT U GUYS WRE PREPARING SOME FEED BACK FOR ME aailaah !! )
so i choose to start with success..
me: well for me success is attaining what i have or had aimed for.. in time.. its achieving my goals.. and my basic goal in life is to see my ma n dad happy and proud of me.. :) . so success for me is achieving my goals.. and that shud make my parents happy..
me: queries please..
(this is a campus orientation class o realted questions)
santosh: was gettin thru hcl a success ..??
me: that wasnt my goal .. so i wudnt describe it as success.. i went there with no expectations.. infact we all went there for the heck of it.. and we know the way hcl recruited 5 students in 5000 last year.. si i had no hopes.. n t that time .. job wasnt on my mind.. pg was on my mind.. it did mke my parents happy.. but as i said fulfilling my "goals" .. goals that wud make my parents happy is success...
me: ne more queries ??ok no queries..
me: switching over to the next point.. let me discuss what "life" is..
well life is totally unpredictable.. u decide some thing .. and it shows u something else.. so for me.. life is a journey.. where in u try doing what u want.. what u like.. what u desire.. but the out put totally depends on life.. u never know.. may b when ur almosr there.. almost reached the final point.. it makes u change ur track.. so u have ta accept what it shows u .. or else b ready to b left out.. left behind.. so basically.. life.. is about giving ur best.. and forgetting about the results.. accepting what eva comes...
me: ne queries.. no queries .. gud ;)
me: coming down to.. TIT,B.. gud or bad..
me: well i find TITB to b one of the best instis ..n its gettin better ..well i think this insti has been very strict.. it tried to screw all our after college dreams.. but still what i have seen is.. its only when u push ur self.. to the max that u realize ur potential.. n ur abilities.. its only then that u increase ur efficiency ... so now if nidhi cn work .. enjoy.. and still manage to do her extra co activities ;) etc etc blah blah.. she has definitely improved herself.. coz earlier she used to sleep all day and work for 2 hrs.. all credits to TITBs strict rules.. and teacher.. :D
(no queries again :D )
me: gettin down to BE experience .. gud or bad..
well gud.. learned so many gud things..
sir: in one word
me: wanted to say .. fast.. or quick.. coz it moved lik tht.. zooom .. and 4 years over.. what is left is a better nidhi.. than what she used to me.. but the word that came out of my mouth was.." mind blowing" ..
sir: vague answer..
me: now let move to.. POST CAMPUS Exp.
well i dunno.. i went to hcl recruitment drive with no objective .. n no goal.. so i dun find it so exciting ... that i got thru hcl.. yep its a security .. but gettin thru CAT will still b my goal.. im tryin to crack it.. n thats all i cn do..
(no questions again.. my dumb class)
me: ok then let me talk about... FEAR..
(after a pause) i dun think im scared of nething.. i mean.. i like accepting things as they come... i try to b positive most of the times... and try to see the positive part of things.. so im not scared of ne thing.. i try to living real time rather than compile time.. so i accept what eva result comes.. no fear for me . ne questions..
santosh: ur not scared of results.. ur BE percentage?? u din feel the fear of being rejected by hcl before the results wre announced???
me: nahi.. the results used to scare me.. move me.. earlier.. BE has made me super cool about such things.. no fear at all. first sem.. i used to give a damn to every damn assignment every damn credit.. now.. i know its gonna fall in the right place any way.. may b i have taken the management for granted but.. i dun fear results ne more.. and about hcl.. well.. i was sleeping when they announced the final result.. and 3 hrs later i woke up and called deep and he told me .. tht i n amrita made it ... i was sleeping.. :D
me: attitude.. well im positive.. as i said.. earlier.. yep .. if I hve taken some thing emotionally.. it does makes me wanna cry .. but i have learnt to accept what eva comes.. so i might feel down and out for aday or 2.. but then thats human.. then again i get back to the positive nidhi.. i take things with dual purpose.. learning.. and achieving.. if i dun achieve i learn.. y feel bad when u have nothing to loose? (hr gyaan :P )
(no questions)
me: stage fear.. i dunoo.. i think i dun have ne. i have been participating in a lotaa stage activities right from my childhood.. plays extempores.. debates.. no more fear now.. u gimmy a place to jabber.. ill do that endlessly .. hehe..
me: communication skills.. well i can talk the way i shud.. i think im gud at it.. or no wait.. may b i need to work a lil more.. i dunno.. u guys gimmy a feedback on this..ne comments..
lol .. no comments.. :D ;)
me: now .. whats left.. money..
well it used to influence me earlier.. i din have gud percentage in 12th .. so i used to think what if i dun get a job coz of it.. but then God gave me a job.. n now theres a big change in my attitude.. i still think about big bucks.. but most of the times i think about a career.. that wud gimmy satisfaction..
sir: u contradict urself.. u said u dun think about money.. n noww ur sayin u sometimes think about it..
me: is it??well see the thing is simple..i never wanted to depend on ne body for money.. wanted to b independent.. so until i had a job i had to think about money.. and before hcl happened .. i had never thought that ill get a job in BE.. pvt label u see.. so .. money was a problem ... atlest untill i gt my pg degree.. so i used to think about it.. and i still am considering the idea of pg.. so money thing will come up in and out.. but its no more a priority..
(did i make sense .. huh !)
me: ok now.. "first day at job" .. well id tell my boss tht im willing to work on some thing thats challenging... that will help me utilize my abilities and explore the hidden qualities... (he he thats the most common objective line in ne undergraduate resume ;) )
no queries :D
me: okie.. now family.. well i think they r the most important part of my life.. i am what i am coz of them.. i consider their decision in evr decision that i take.. every goal tht i set includes the impact it will have on them.. and the positive n negative aspect of it.. i can do ne thing for them.. they r the reason y i am living in this big bad world.. the only reason may b..
santosh: will u leave ur job if needed for them..
me: yess i will ..i wont mind.. there r things in life more important than earning money.. i cnt live away from them.. so if they want i can even leave my job for them.. nothing comes above my parents happiness .. whats a job ??
me: coming down to charity..
well i dunno if u all will believe it or not.. but i hav been an active member of many organizations .. atleast when i was in school.. din find ne such thing in college.. but post college.. the moment i start earning.. ill get down to this work .. i wanna work or women upliftment.. and for the welfare of children..ill donate a part of my salary for this purpose..
sir: thats nice nidhi.. clap for her students.. :)
me: ok now .. were will u b 5 years from now..
well i took this questn lightly.. coz i was all drained out.. i said vaguely.. i wanna b ceo.. or hr of some big firm :D .. and i giggled.. and my class giggled.
santosh: thts not practical..
me: yeah i know.. but seriously i wanna c myself there.. i said i "want to" if i dun.. ill b there in say +5 more years.. but ill there... (was tryin to support what i said) well im nt satisfied with the "PRIVATE" label of TITB.. if i get into some gud college .. n do my management there.. im sure i can achieve my goal.. yep if not in 5 years.. may b a few more..
santosh: ur contradicting.. u said ur happy with the college..
me: yep but ..these r 2 aspects .. im happy with the quality.. but im nt happy with the label.. a question can have more than one answers..
ok.. thts it i guess...
sir .. gud nidhi.. stand in the center of the stage.. ull get a feed back now...
(WHAT I WAS TALKIN SO VAGUELY .. I DIN KNO THAT U GUYS WRE PREPARING SOME FEED BACK FOR ME aailaah !! )
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