"we met as total strangers .. but ended up to be life time friends.. we shared a season of our lives together.. but every season has to end "

hii !! all... been tryin to update my blog since like eternity now.. dunno whats wrong with my computer.. may b the fire wall is restristing me from opening blogger :| . newayz.. i can open it now :) and so im here..

so today is.. 2nd sept 2005 .. 3 years back same day.. was my first day @ college.. :) .. yeah i beguN my journey .. on the very same day :D .. its today that ive actually entered the 4th n the final year. of engg :D .. im soo happy.. finally.. after anout 9-10 months ill b thru with my graduation.. God has been gud enuff to bless me with a job..that is hard to get .. if u belong to a pvt college.. n He is giving me all the gud reasons to stress upon the idea of studin furthur.. rather than gettin exploited at a software firm :) .. i dunno.. its not the end of college that im feeling like this.. :| par just have a look at it.. how many months r left?? if i go to college 3 days a week... that makes it 12 days in a month.. and that makes it.. 120 days in 10 months.. minus 4 months of prep leave.. n exams n all.. thts 12*4=48 days off.. soo alltogether.. its about 72 days :D .. sounds gud to me.. just 2.5 months of working days at college left :| :) .. today samuel thomas.. our PD teacher at college.. was training the students for the campus n all.. and he used the lines..

" students dun u think its a lil too early.. dun u think . it was just yesturday that u came into the college .. fresh from school.. dun u think it was yesturday . that u were ragged for the first time.. dun u think it was yest that u ragged ur juniors.. when u danced like hell in the fests at colege.. when u had a fight with ur batch mates.. when u made those sinster plans to beat the hell out of the student of a different college.. n today... 7th sem .. almost half over.. now what?? u need to make serious decisions.. jobs.. interviews.. campus.. higher studies.. cat.. animation.. gate.. ms.. gre.. gmat.. life has changed .. isint it.. n its now that u need to realise.. that the ones who have got placed r the ones who r emotionally andmentally mature.. and thats what a company acc looks for.. indidual with a gud balance of knowledge.. and attitude.. u all need to grow up"

now .. when this guy speaks.. he mesmerizes u.. u only sit there in front of him.. gawking at the board.. and wondering how life.. studies.. society.. goals.. attitude n all r inter-realted.. all gd pi gyaan.. but in such refined version.. mind boggling.. i say O.I.S.T .. M.A.N.I.T ..U GUYS HAVE BEEN REALLY LUCKY TO HAVE HIM AS UR GUIeD.. BUT .. NOW ITS OUR TURN :D..

degressd from the topic.. :D .. i was sitting on the front bench.. not that im a front bencher :P but when he said that.. it was like each moment for 4 years flashed by.. like a movie without sound.. zoom.. right from the day i came to see the college for the first time.. till the day when i attended my first class.. the day i got my first and last back.. the day .. i made frnz with soo many gud ppl.. the day i madefrnz with CSE2( :-S :D ) .. the day when i had a fight with em all.. the day i got that job.. extempore.. Annual day preparation.. n organisation.. bidding farewell.. the cse get togethers.. the bunking of classes.. the fooling teachers.. doing evey illegal thing legally :)) .. taking and giving freshers.. :P .. that black saree.. :) that green suite.. every moment of it.. :) .. n i was left to wonder.. y ?? y?? y when every thing starts to move fine .. HE changes it.. :| .. yess... its a stupid question to ask.. after all .. its a well known cliche.. the only thing constant in life is..CHANGE.. :| BUT y??

isint life jut too small to accept changes around us?? isint it just IMPOSSIBLE to get use to it?? isint it impossible to cling to things people n envirnoment around us.. i dunno.. i read it in a stupid novel once.. " life .. it screws u .. right when u think u have figured it out.." that sentence is soo true.. and accept it or not.. it defines life.. :| .. it really does..

well.. who's nidhi?? she is a "UNIQUE" human being.. noo me-too thing here.. she is unique.. and her way of taking life is as simple as every lay man has.. (u see .. a uniquely common girl) .. she accepts what ever comes.. with a straight face.. :| .. outside of her she smiles .. cheek to cheek.. but is she happy?? noo!! coz life isint fair.. but who said life is supposed to be fair??? so she accepts what ever comes.. :| .. with a reason.. like.. like ..

i came to this college for a purpose.. and that purpose got fulfilled in 4 years.. and now ill have to leave.. im attached to ppl round me.. but then.. not all of em were to cling along with me for a life time.. isint it?? so.. nidhi takes it practically.. and forgets about the few left days..

gawd knows y n what was i tlking :|

newayz.. have always taken things in a positive manner... i have always cried out loud first.. and then accepted the hard reality.. and some reasons supporting .. the question y?? n y me..??

well my answer..

not every human being comes to ur life for a life time.. :| .. most of em come for a season.. andfor a reason.. the ones who r my class mates.. who helped me smile.. giggle.. and atimes cry .. were for a season.. the ones.. who changed me.. by becomming my friends.. but still dun play a imp part in my life.. were there for a reason.. coz for me.. they have changed me to who i m today.. :) .. and the ones who stood besides me.. unconditionally.. faithfully.. r the ones whom i cant ever leave.. n even if they kick me .. ot try to kick me outaa their lives.. they cant.. co for me theyt r for a life time :) .. even if we part .. ill b in touch.. :)

i wanna thank em all.. :)

amrita.. hey u have seen what u never deserved .. coz of me.. right?? i know it was hard.. n 2nd feb 2005. u evn accepted how u felt.. wel u know the kindaa memory i have.. i dun forget even a single word.. n i remember how u explained it all to me.. :| sweety .. thankx . .. u were the first "true" friend i got.. :) n its bcoz of u that i have soo many others.. :)

neha.. after amrita.. u became my friend.. remember the 2nd sem.. how u had fun.. leving aside the class .. we used to live in our own world.. :) thankx.. u have helped me.. by tellin me how painfully arrogant i was.. on my face.. :) thankx.. u know what?? i envy ur cute behavior :P .. n ur crystal clear concepts about every thng in life.. ur made for big things..really..

khushboo.. after ami n neha.. i became ur frn.. i know u still dun like me. deep down inside.. but can u change it?? i know u can.. but .. tu kabhi nahi sudhregi :) .. y shayad tu sudhr rahihai.. :) .. well ilove ur newlook.. both inside and outside.. u know what?? i really liked n still like ut level headed nature.. it will take u miles..

arpit.. hey u have been a suport .. at every good and bad phaseof my college life.. sach me. i hurted u so may times... sometimes with that "hardly matters" behavior of mine.. n the others.. need i mention em all.. but what i liek is.. how u still kept ur calm.. :) u made my life a mess.. when u did that shilpi caand.. but .. ur friendship was unconditional .. hameshaa. :) thankx.. :)

ankur.. abb tujhe kyaa bolu ?? tu mane ya na maan .. bahut bhol hai kali.. :P .. vaise tu sudhar raha hai.. khushboo se attitude ki classes tujhe pakka help karengi.. :P

hemant.. BHAI !! hppy friendship day hai.. tumne CAT n ARMY k saath compromise ni karna thaa.. aaj bhi time hai.. think about it.. baki aap intelligent ho :) u have shown what friendship is.. i mean.. u have n number of friends like me.. but u r one of the few ppl who comes in my bestum best frnz category.. thakx hai ji :) vaise aaj ka sms kyaa thaa?? maine shilpi ko phadhaya hai.. us se puchiyo ki galti kyaa thi :P

niraj.. hey .. thnkx for being my friend.. u helped me many times.. u taught me .. one of the most important things.. how to be conserned abt our own priorities.. n offcourse.. the m3 ..network prep.. the stupid discussions about the office :P .. and yess.. may tere cabin me di kachara fekungi.. hcl me :P :) thankx for being there.. patanahi kya problem hui hai apan logo k beech.. i hope every thing gets back to the way it used to be.. well i can see a few changes :D ..

vineet.. beta.. kafi spying karvaai tujhse. but thnkx hai.. behind the scene.. tu hamesha se frnz thaa hai and rahega.. plz abhi sem bak hua hai.. abb to padh le.. :| year back nahi .. plz

animesh.. no comments.. :|

lotz of others..
thankx to all my class mates.. aaj we all r together.. but agar ye sab kuch fights k bina hota then life would have been so much better..

a review of what i used to be.. n what i am..

i used to be..
painfully arrogant
self centered..
confused about my priorities..
not gud at studies..
not focused..
not insightful..
was frnz with 2-5 ppl around.. n i din give a damn to ppl who werent my frnz..

but today.. im focused.. about what i wanna achieve..
im a gud student..been in top 10 all thru out.. a times top 5 .. once a topper in 3 branches.. :D .. thankx to ami.. im v friendly now.. i talk to almost all the ppl around me.. dun insult pll who tyr rediculing me.. :D .. i think before i speak.. im proactive ..(most of the times) .. im selfish.. about my priorities .. but not self centered any more.. :D .. i think from others point of view also.. n that helps me understand pl better :) ,... i respect my decisions .. n myself.. :) i talk to all my class mates.. unlike before.. n i know my limits n boundaries.. :) (yeah i used to b that spoilt. but dun u see a changed nidhi tody :) )

isit that reason enough to live in a place like technocrats bhopal.. ?? :) today i am what i am :) .. i have no regrets.. n im sure .. my life with ppl.. like these associated with me.. wil take me miles :)

im sad that this beautiful journey is gonna end soon.. :| .. but hey.. this is life.. isint it??

"we met as total strangers .. but ended up to be life time friends.. we shared a season of our lives together.. but every season has to end "

tryin to accept it.. i saw a lil happines n a lil pain on each person that i met today.. sabko pata hai.. journey khatam hone wali hai..
:|
but isint life about growing .. and accepting what ever comes..

n like i always say.. koi aaye .. ya jaye.. insaan apnni life kudh jeeta hai..akele.. ya sab k saath.. with or with out wthe fulfillments of desires.. kuch kum ho ya nahi.. addat pad hi jati hai.. insan aadat bana hi leta hai.. :|

chalo finally bbye... loong post :)
im all set to watch the great indian laughter challenge on star one.. its the mega final today :)

bye
tc
miss me
nidhi
:)